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2022-02-15 - Existential dread, I dont want to move
2022-01-26 - I stg I'm not high
2022-01-06 - Dont tell my boss
2021-09-01 - Mom got a dog and gramma is in the hospital again
2021-08-30 - At least the heat wave broke today
2021-08-01 - Skin by kid brunswick
2021-03-16 - -
2021-02-22 - -
2021-02-03 - Nobody asked for that either
2021-02-01 - -
2021-01-31 - -
2021-01-21 - Until further notice
2021-01-19 - -
2021-01-11 - Oh hey what the hell have I gotten myself entwined in now
2020-12-13 - -
2020-12-01 - ya gotta work bitch
2020-11-10 - -
2020-11-09 - -
2020-11-09 - -
2020-09-14 - -
2020-09-12 - -
2020-09-11 - -
2020-09-08 - -
2020-08-16 - do you think dogs lick us because we have bones inside
2020-08-10 - prolly an hour more of dishes to do
2020-08-07 - Weird is as weird does
2020-08-06 - She went back for that damn cat
2020-08-01 - I wish I was better
2020-07-31 - thats what the kids these days call it right, sure they do
2020-07-23 - and just like that, july is almost over
2020-06-30 - -
2020-06-25 - -
2020-06-16 - -
2020-06-12 - -
2020-06-11 - a little too much
2020-06-10 - true north country
2020-06-05 - rain
2020-06-04 - not enough
2020-06-02 - and its supposed to be hot as balls today too
2020-06-01 - skipping pride and going straight to wrath
2020-05-21 - let's see if the internet hold long enough to post this sucker
2020-05-19 - mbmbam is making me laugh, but ive got their voices in my head all the time now
2020-05-17 - just scream and scream and scream until it stops hurting
2020-05-15 - -
2020-05-13 - and here i'll stay
2020-05-13 - beeping microwave
2020-05-12 - this is the hill i will die on
2020-05-09 - failed stealth check
2020-05-06 - https://youtu.be/Fjqs-qmkNug
2020-05-04 - matt mercer's voice, always and forever
2020-05-03 - I'm on the way up, I need to be patient
2020-05-01 - everything is gonna be fine
2020-04-28 - im heading straight for the castle
2020-04-27 - some vintage jlo song on jvn's instastories
2020-04-26 - a favour in kind
2020-04-25 - just dont fuck with me, it's really not hard
2020-04-25 - marjorie is dead to me
2020-04-25 - its the stupidity that enrages me the most
2020-04-24 - rainymood is making me drowsy
2020-04-24 - youngest is watching the walloughbys for the 56th time
2020-04-23 - the peace out of me
2020-04-23 - the rain pattering on my egress window
2020-04-22 - runnin runnin runnin from my heart
2020-04-21 - matt mercer's telling me about zemnian nights
2020-04-19 - you have all the weapons you need
2020-04-16 - you know i'll never be the same again
2020-04-15 - -
2020-04-13 - rainymood is still one of the best things on the internet
2020-04-13 - listening to mike shinoda's live stream
2020-04-12 - kids cackling at something, the youtubes maybe
2020-04-11 - im so tired my teeth hurt
2020-04-09 - Find what you've longed for your whole life
2020-04-09 - its the sound of my angry headache
2020-04-07 - They're watching as I fall, they're staring as I go
2020-04-06 - sound of the washer filling with water
2020-04-04 - sleep
2020-04-03 - beer, brownies like it too!
2020-04-03 - speaking with numbers
2020-04-02 - if i just pour everything here several times a day i wont explode or implode
2020-04-02 - no music again today, what
2020-04-01 - sounds of yelling at a transformers video game in the living room
2020-03-31 - Some resist the future, some refuse the past
2020-03-30 - thunderstorming rain sounds
2020-03-29 - see you then, welwalla
2020-03-28 - just no time to die
2020-03-25 - Gleipnir by SKÁLD
2020-03-22 - headin straight for the castle
2020-03-19 - everything is so weirdly fucked right now
2020-02-24 - dont question it, that's dumb
2020-02-21 - what can make the lame walk
2020-01-20 - let there be light
2020-01-15 - Loial blinked at the Aes Sedai
2020-01-13 - god save us everyone
2020-01-10 - Up on the mountain I see down below
2020-01-08 - always broke the mold a pleasure just to hold
2020-01-07 - They call them rogues they travel fast and alone
2020-01-05 - In these lands I travel deep I've seen clearest when I fall sleep
2020-01-05 - See I'm afraid to love, but afraid to be alone
2020-01-01 - -
2020-01-01 - theres no lyrics tonight, just silence and resignation
2019-12-30 - but the story is this she'll destroy with a sweet kiss
2019-12-26 - gravedigger, when you dig my grave, would you make it shallow, so i can feel the rain
2019-12-23 - runnin my mouth until she busts my lip
2019-12-19 - zumbao
2019-12-18 - awake right now
2019-12-18 - some song lyric ive forgotten which one
2019-12-17 - imagine accepting the truth
2019-12-16 - wtnv
2019-12-16 - welcome to my cage little lover
2019-12-15 - and i give it all away
2019-12-14 - I know I'm not the center of the universe
2019-12-13 - we've all been lost we've all been cold
2019-12-12 - spiraling inward
2019-12-10 - still covered in ultrasound gel
2019-12-10 - unraveling string
2019-12-08 - pick up every stick
2019-12-06 - i like to think im someone who reads a lot
2019-12-06 - one cold every two years is not bad
2019-12-05 - -
2019-12-05 - fuuuuck you photobucket, ya bastard
2019-12-05 - fkn never know what to title these
2018-11-27 - it's already 12:02pm
2018-11-24 - Nov 16th, a summary.
2018-09-25 - persevere
2018-09-17 - tired of pain
2018-09-16 - saw my eldest brother today too, he seems happy
2018-09-14 - never ending waiting, interview went alright I think ??
2018-09-12 - it's a lot. It feels like a lot. It feels like everything is riding on this interview
2018-09-09 - It's good.
2018-09-09 - campfires are wonderful
2018-09-08 - 20 min is not that far...
2018-09-07 - -
2018-09-05 - rain makes everything better
2018-09-03 - that is what humans call truism
2018-09-02 - i can hear my dad come out of my mouth every time i speak these days, lecture upon lecture upon anxiety driven lecture
2018-09-01 - critical role made me do it
2018-08-30 - at least it cooled down outside so I'm not hot and anxiety driven
2018-08-29 - things are mid-shift, but slow enough i can keep up
2018-08-27 - everything's gonna be alright, rockabye, rockabye
2018-08-26 - time to worship the old gods again, i can hear whispers on the wind
2018-08-23 - best laid plans... hopefully i dont forget
2018-08-23 - relying on charity is dehumanizing.
2018-08-21 - im trying not to think on it too hard and just Do It
2018-08-20 - at heart im hopelessly romantic, which is at odds with my resting bitch face
2018-08-19 - i love my family (really). i wish we could all get together more often
2018-08-18 - my kiddo discovered that mcds makes chocolate sundaes today and he was appalled that i didnt tell him earlier
2018-08-17 - I should know better
2018-08-17 - and movie theater popcorn is the best.
2018-08-16 - cyclical
2018-08-13 - im okay youre okay we're all okay
2018-08-13 - I told the stars to keep you secret. That may have been a mistake.
2018-08-13 - live pixelated meteors
2018-08-12 - i wish i could have said good bye
2018-08-12 - working on making it start again
2017-01-18 - applesauce
2014-02-03 - i think i've had enough now
2014-01-26 - imsorryimsorryimsorry
2013-12-30 - everything is just a little bit too heavy
2013-01-22 - -
2013-01-18 - TMI, no really this is seriously TMI, Im just venting.
2013-01-15 - -
2013-01-05 - -
2013-01-04 - -
2013-01-04 - -
2012-05-19 - back in the saddle
2012-05-19 - woooop.
2011-09-11 - Slytherin Aquarius - so accurate it hurts
2011-07-23 - 11.5 yrs. ugh,
2011-07-22 - I'll come back later and add another entry...
2011-07-22 - -
2011-07-20 - -
2011-07-19 - not working.
2011-07-18 - \"...you know that, right?\"
2011-05-14 - the learning curve and ASH for TorCon
2011-05-05 - yeah. yeahyeahyeah.
2011-04-10 - \"You're unbelievable.\" \"Very true.\"
2011-03-24 - kinda funny this feeling inside
2011-03-23 - everybody wants to be with you
2011-03-22 - s'alright, I'll see it through...
2011-03-17 - im turning into a nineteen yr old fangirl.
2011-03-02 - blackout blackout blaaaackout
2011-02-28 - bleeeeerg FRO you!
2011-02-27 - decade
2011-02-25 - ana wrecks your life
2011-02-19 - drunken always
2011-02-18 - pier and certificate
2011-02-12 - maybe today
2011-02-11 - -
2011-02-11 - -
2011-02-11 - giddy
2011-02-09 - I did.
2011-02-07 - aand your ipod makes the 4-8 shift amazzzzing
2011-02-06 - weeked shot to helllll
2011-02-03 - -
2011-02-02 - -
2011-02-01 - snowmeggeddon bitches..
2011-01-31 - i also have a tv and a 5 disc dvd player hooked up not three feet from my bed. Luxury!
2011-01-31 - hah almost
2011-01-31 - an almost car crash and a to do list
2011-01-28 - amewesing
2011-01-24 - F11, forever.
2011-01-23 - mmmm harmless celebrity crushes...
2011-01-19 - its so hard, killing my darlings...
2011-01-18 - cowboy stalker..
2011-01-18 - ughhhhhhhhhhh idiot
2011-01-17 - allison + marla. ooh.
2011-01-17 - Lucky won this battle..
2011-01-17 - big plans... again and some more.. forever and ever i s'pose
2011-01-15 - Trick and Lucky and Grim, oh my.
2011-01-14 - lllllllll
2011-01-12 - sarah palin is an idiot
2011-01-12 - as long as it's about me
2011-01-08 - sweet baby jebus
2011-01-07 - it's gone and I don't miss it...
2011-01-06 - Harry Potter should have died and Bella should have dumped Edward....
2011-01-05 - gr8ful
2011-01-04 - 8 things to do before you start your novel.....
2011-01-04 - I love my lawyer.
2011-01-03 - off to see th wizard, the google wizard of oz
2011-01-01 - sometimes I can hear God in your voice
2010-12-31 - just because English is your second language does not mean your ears are broken, please stop using it as an excuse to ignore me...
2010-12-30 - hnye!
2010-12-30 - stranger dreams
2010-12-28 - i wish I could be classy and shoot it 'tween my toes
2010-12-27 - and another thing!
2010-12-27 - robin laid an egg
2010-12-26 - ohhh god
2010-12-25 - which one do you feed?
2010-12-25 - i worship her footprints.. (xo)
2010-12-22 - Merry (el)fn Christmas!
2010-12-22 - \"I'm not fucking well.\"
2010-12-20 - mm pixie covers on a piano..
2010-12-20 - random messages make my heart happy
2010-12-20 - zuma blitz is a timesuck
2010-12-19 - i think about it all the time
2010-12-18 - Its bad when you think of facebook updates that are so so sooo not good: for example:
2010-12-17 - when im a rich and famous author.. my bedroom will be heated
2010-12-17 - get to bed...
2010-12-15 - -
2010-12-15 - hm Ive forgotten about radvent
2010-12-10 - lazy eye silversun
2010-12-09 - stuffy and sneezy.. uhoh
2010-12-08 - no radvent, too tired.
2010-12-07 - dues
2010-12-07 - can't comb in the white noise
2010-12-06 - sick kid, dramaqueen, and avoiding homicide
2010-12-05 - forgiveness pt deux
2010-12-05 - there's no secrets, baddest lil chain with the blades its not a competition but Im winning
2010-12-04 - radvent
2010-12-04 - ah okay
2010-12-01 - future's so bright, where the fuckkk are my shades..
2010-11-28 - tired, Is it March yet?
2010-11-27 - how can you see into my eyes like open doors?
2010-11-27 - and their car is in the laneway, so wtf do they need a floodlight for when they are SLEEPING INSIDE?!
2010-11-25 - but I'm winning.
2010-11-25 - -
2010-11-24 - steady as she goes....
2010-11-23 - tilt o whirl
2010-11-22 - so goddamned excited...
2010-11-22 - fake it till you make it
2010-11-20 - The Plan
2010-11-19 - come on lotto..
2010-11-18 - -
2010-11-16 - old-story
2010-11-15 - me + mechanicals = broken
2010-11-14 - dreaming technicolour
2010-11-12 - someaussieguy
2010-11-10 - ohh the wonder of strangercrushes
2010-11-09 - because its earth shattering stuff, this.
2010-11-08 - or maybe I can never have enough Fredde, might be one of those ITS JUST YOU things..
2010-11-08 - a journey across a spooooky laaaand, you hold in your haaaaand a sword that shoots laser beams!
2010-11-07 - Beside me... (FREDDE)
2010-11-07 - FREDDE
2010-11-07 - -
2010-11-05 - tewsday.
2010-11-03 - love it
2010-11-02 - sunday morning on stereomood
2010-11-02 - hot stove
2010-11-02 - must. print. more. recipes.
2010-11-01 - flylady.net - she's slowly saving my life..
2010-10-31 - skin and bones.
2010-10-31 - first it comes along creeping quiet. I want it to be halloween everyday, then I could dress up like someone else and be them forever.
2010-10-30 - c'est l'halloween
2010-10-27 - we're all alright
2010-10-24 - again, a little louder, and worse. lots worse.
2010-10-24 - tired eyes refuse to close and sleep in your defense
2010-10-22 - Just recognize, not one gets out alive.
2010-10-22 - I'll always be there right by your side no matter what
2010-10-20 - wtp my favourite line..
2010-10-19 - -
2010-10-19 - all together now..
2010-10-17 - it sneaks up on you
2010-10-11 - you can't organize clutter !! you can only get rid of it.
2010-10-10 - it's no wonder I'm not sleeping
2010-10-08 - stop the feeling, there is no reason, just make the call and take it all again
2010-10-03 - september won't you bring me some rain again
2010-09-30 - skin and bones
2010-09-30 - not writing, should be, but not.
2010-09-28 - funandprofit.
2010-09-26 - duality
2010-08-27 - -
2010-08-22 - genivieve, new beginning. maybe.
2010-08-19 - I wish I made $250 an hour...
2010-08-02 - cant wait to fall in love again
2010-07-14 - -
2010-06-22 - -
2010-06-08 - putting it out there...
2010-05-27 - WTHHHHHHHHHHH
2010-05-12 - first draft, no editing. 3700 words in two hours? damn.
2010-04-28 - suger honey ice tea, where is my sam winchester?
2010-02-17 - the hardest part is naming the characters.
2009-10-28 - it's all i can do
2009-07-03 - digging deeper just to throw it away
2009-05-08 - remembering where i used to be
2009-05-04 - remember our road trip?
2009-04-12 - don't miss the bus!!! this entry is huge..
2009-03-24 - procrastinating, because Im afraid to share this, but here goes nothin
2009-03-16 - ingrid
2009-03-06 - ^V^
2009-02-28 - we only come out at night
2009-02-07 - 3 weeks until Im a statistic..
2009-01-10 - wwwaaassssttteee
2009-01-01 - HNY
2008-12-28 - 12 degrees in december, at night
2008-12-14 - blight, ghoul, blood elves, orcs, etc. *sigh*
2008-11-08 - let me out of this
2008-10-17 - -
2008-10-06 - so what, im a rockstar
2008-09-15 - go to bed stupid
2008-09-10 - hah who am i kidding, im going to find you..
2008-09-02 - need to not be injured..
2008-08-28 - -
2008-08-14 - silencer
2008-08-05 - comment on an article about emotional affairs.. that I didnt post.
2008-07-30 - feliz navidad
2008-07-26 - -
2008-07-11 - -
2008-07-10 - one more sleep
2008-07-07 - F N A
2008-07-02 - cant. wait. to. give. you. a. piece. of. my. mind.
2008-07-01 - -
2008-06-30 - the taste of her cherry chapstick
2008-06-28 - haha want my digits?? :P
2008-06-27 - ,..,,,.,.,.,.,
2008-06-27 - sore throat sore tummy aaand no sick days left.. booooooooo
2008-06-25 - miss youuuuuuu
2008-06-23 - one more try..
2008-06-19 - save the drama for the movie..
2008-06-18 - made you a promise I'll never forget
2008-06-17 - -
2008-06-14 - walkin on sunshine! and getting a lawyer!
2008-06-12 - when im with you, my head hurts
2008-06-11 - a thousand kisses deep
2008-06-09 - -
2008-06-08 - O, then, dear saint, let lips do what hands do
2008-06-07 - he's going to get his...
2008-06-06 - hiss!! evil sun!!
2008-06-03 - faith and rifles
2008-06-02 - garden hose
2008-05-30 - -
2008-05-28 - bfnmkldfl[
2008-05-22 - tip o' the day: launder money at casinos, its the easiest way
2008-05-21 - havent got it spent yet. gimme two weeks.
2008-05-20 - visit your steel dealer to find out more
2008-05-17 - courage and anger courage and anger courage and anger
2008-05-15 - the ipod plays the song, but not the lead vocals.. yeah.
2008-05-13 - they love to sparkle for you
2008-05-12 - flying is like sex, except louder, and safer.
2008-05-08 - one of the original rash causing infections discovered..
2008-05-07 - the belle of this guy's life
2008-05-06 - morning has broken
2008-03-21 - happy first day of spring
2008-03-17 - plans. planned. planning.
2008-03-16 - shiny and new and wishing for lithium

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