5:58 p.m. - 2011-01-12
Brace myself and let go,
I don't care what you think
Oh, take a chance, let your body get a tolerance,
I'm the oracle in my chest,
I don't care what you think,
Can't stop listening to this song right now.. I apparently love Fall Out Boy, Im reading lyrics, and discovering I have songs on my Ipod that I didn't know was them... interesting.
The lyrics are goddamn amazing...
Im still listening to Eminem in teh car, even tho its beginning to get on my nerves a little. By that I mean the few songs Ive overplayed in the car are starting to get annoying, the other songs are still alright. Some of the beats smack my brain around and I hate that..
On late shift tonight, and I have FUCK ALL to do... ugh. Just one report that I need to listen to mt Ipod while Im working on it so I dont fall asleep.. but that measn I dont hear anyone around, or the phones.. which gets me in trouble.. so UGH..
Paid my lawyer some money today.. goddamn is it March yet?? Im sick of being broke..
might have to look up the FRO and find out if they have a timeline for how long this shit takes exactly.. not that I dont trust my lawyer.. I would just like them to come through quicker dammit..
Linda is being surprisingly good about taking the kids every other weekend... except during trailer season.. thank christ I live in Canada and not some permanently sunny place....
anyways.. Full weekends will start in FEBRUARY bitches!
And then Kris will tell me she envy's me and I will stab her in the face... no not really. I will just sit there and stare at her.. because she DOES NOT KNOW what she has, and DOES NOT KNOW what it would be like to raise kids ALONE.. and I dont know what it's like to raise kids WITH someone, so I cant say shit back to her despite having a TON of things to snap back with.. I wont tho, not unless Im real intoxicated but that never happens..
Ive had a hard time at work today.. my brain keeps fading out into the Book World and then I have to snap back to reality. Unpleasant, to say the least.
K Im off to read you lovelies and then I s'pose I will work... ugh.
I can't see a single other human being from my vantage..... and I can see across the goddamned floor.. creepy..