8:44 a.m. - 2008-05-13
had a dream last night and woke up going who WAS that..
still dont know.. but he felt like home.
P still isnt getting it. he tried to kiss me outside, in public, in front of my house, with Jbaby in my arms.. so I not even half heartedly gave him a peck. I think he's hurt but I dont care.. I just want this to endddddd..
reminds me, I have to call Dad and ask him about borrowing his tent..
Ive got the radio turned up I feel it in my chest and through the floor..
fall out boy came on and I cranked it..
I should ask alex for that album..
so many things I keep forgetting..
Im really pumped for the party.. briefly debated braiding my hair for the weekend.. but decided that its not worth the money it would cost for just a couple days.. its easier to just put my hair up and ignore it..
yeah hollywood, you know I love you more than one man should..