8:07 a.m. - 2008-06-11
a thousand kisses deep
Im coughing, and it sucks. My throat isnt so sore, but it seems I swallowed something ugly on saturday, Ive been coughing ever since..
Todays the day. I wont bore you with details but its 30 days of perfection. hopefully. Its really not hard cuz I keep coughing.. but Im exhausted, so Im taking vitamins to help..
Ive got some pills too, but those will only be used if a week in I dont feel enough progress has happened..
the hard part is biking in the rain..
It would be easier if I had a scale..
but www.fitday.com is AMAZING, and I can get there from work..
so before we stopped speaking he typed out the words to the poem I cried at during the Leonard Cohen show..
You came to me this morning,
And you handled me like meat.
You'd have to be a man to know,
How good that feels, how sweet.
My mirror twin, my next of kin,
I'd know you in my sleep.
And who but you would take me in,
A thousand kisses deep.
I loved you when you opened,
Like a lily to the heat.
See I'm just another snowman,
Standing in the rain and sleet,
Who loved you with his frozen love,
His second hand physique.
With all he is and all he was,
A thousand kisses deep.
I know you had to lie to me,
I know you had to cheat.
To pose all hot and high,
Behind the veils of sheer deceit.
A perfect porn aristocrat,
So elegant and cheap.
I'm old, but I'm still into that,
A thousand kisses deep.
I'm good at love, I'm good at hate,
It's in between I freeze.
Been working out, but it's too late.
It's been too late for years.
But you look good, you really do.
They love you on the street,
A snowflake must have died for you,
A thousand kisses deep.
Was looking at the crucifix,
Got something in my eye, a light,
That doesn't need to live, and doesn't need to die.
A riddle in the book of love, obscure and obsolete,
'Till witness here in time and blood,
A thousand kisses deep.
And I'm still working with the wine,
Still dancing cheek to cheek.
The band is playing Auld Lang Syne,
But the heart will not retreat.
I ran with Diz, I sang with Ray,
I never had their sweep.
But once or twice they let me play,
A thousand kisses deep.
I loved you when you opened,
Like a lily to the heat.
You see I'm just another snowman,
Standing in the rain and sleet.
Who loved you with his frozen love,
His second hand physique.
With all he is, and all he was.
A thousand kisses deep.
But you don't need to hear me now,
And every word I speak.
It counts against me anyhow.
A thousand kisses deep.
yup, sitting beside P, knowing I dont love him anymore, and Leonard is saying this in his golden voice.... of course I cried. And P wanted to discuss the reason I was crying on the way home and Im like uhh EFF THAT NOISE, Ive got 1.5 hours in this car with you buddy..
by the way, he looked like J, svelt and tall, and sounded like D. In a few years, as long as D keeps smoking, he will sound EXACTLY like Leonard Cohen. Which is weird, but kinda explains why the girls go gaga..
skool time..
